you belong with me

i don't know

2012-02-11T19:29:00.000-08:00

i'm sorry friend . if you think i want to be busybody about your life . where im here , dont wanna know at all . but people keep coming in and tell me things i dont wanna hear . when i hear ,

is such a bad thing . I as your friend ? should ignore or what ?

If i ignore , what type of friend i am putting my own friend in danger . If i care , you think

i dont like whatever you do and you think i wanna destroy your happiness . So what should i do than ? I feel confuse and guilty here .

Every good i did , everyone thing negatively . haish ... i always put in fault

Ps: susah hidup ni mcm ,aku boleh simpan rahsia kau . tapi org semua dtg kat aku bilang benda buruk . yang aku tahu bahaya kan kau . takkan aku nak diam diri?

Nzm

2012-02-10T20:19:00.000-08:00

he fetch me from work yesterday :)

Thank you

I dont know he will be with me for long or not , i cant predict .

I just pray the best for us .

true friends

2012-02-10T07:11:00.000-08:00

A Great meet up with bestfriend . i miss her so much .

she understand and know me very well . ;')

Ikha : walaupun aku ada matae , aku tak besarkan matae aku ! aku still got

time for kawan aku , especially kau !

AWWWWWW !

I admit i miss alot of people but i choose to stay away and avoid things . i'm sorry

I miss you .

2012-02-06T00:06:00.000-08:00

Missing someone is a part of loving them : if you’re never apart, then you’ll never know how strong your love really is.

3rd month , i miss you

with family on sunday

2012-02-05T04:26:00.000-08:00

Today visit god grad grandpa :( . he really totally sick . god grad grandma look so weak !

god sister come back from newyork . and my nephew ! grown up :)

hahahah he so cute " aunty cheese " he like to take picture and play with my iphone .

off to grandma house . lepak sia perangai tidur. end up wake up by my aunty -.-''

why everyone still have hope for me ? where i lost hope already :(

God grad grandpa , please be strong . he always give me support to continue my studies like god sister .

with pantages family

2012-02-04T07:31:00.000-08:00

warra ! sayang kamu

pak , mak , me , mira and warra

salihin . saffar . warra

me . mira . nad

I promise namirah i will accompany here if she go that outting . so i did , wake up whatsapp by "MAK" hahah . meet saffar first than meet the rest . cycling FUHHH non stop sia !

from esp to changi . 2 round . kaki sakit and pantat pun sakit . but awesome experience .

settle down and eat ! FINALLY I GOT TO EAT SATAY!! :)

Me , nad and mira ayam lover . than off bugis and sheesha :)

thanks warra for being a joker . love you and all of my family

next week sadly all of us work different days :(

My awesome workmate

2012-02-02T17:59:00.000-08:00

irritating but yet awesome mates . MAINTAIN eh korang dari kerja smpi facebook -.-

Thursday with the awesome . after work eat and lepakk . FUHH im looking forward sia play

floorball or soccer :)) . and cant wait to go outting with them .

MIRAHHH ! i want that blue crumpler . hehehe . window shopping with them semua mcm faham " next paid " mcm lah gaji beribu hahah

I know farhan almost 1 year . now than i know he working at vivocity . hahah kanasai

go back home with him :) and catch things up with him !

my whatsapp FLOOD BY THEM -.-'' krg tak tdo ehhh .

LOVE them

bless week :)

2012-02-01T18:35:00.000-08:00

Monday : suprise for dear aten , at her house with her mummy and daddy :)

i know , not all of them of ohyeah there . oh well they are busy with their own life . i always there for you when you need me . be happy okay babe :)

Tues-Thursday : awesome day at work :) . ada abg mazlan , the awesome : saffar , kak yana , mirah and salihin . some of the awesome not working :( . but fun ahhh ! kerja dgn org gerek ni baru ade semangat nk kerja . betul tak ? ketawe mcm org gila -.-'' thanks ehh krg .

Terima kasih abg mazlan , itu nasihatnya . adik akan teruskan capai cite-cite adik .

abg mazlan maybe old like mum age . but he experience more than me . whatever he share with me and advice me really make me think really wise abt my future.

He : adik masih muda , selagi adik masih mampu adik belajar . hidup kat singapore sekarang susah . kalau boleh , org-org ni semua taknak melayu kat singapore . drg lebih suka kita takder .

drg nk bangse dorang lebih . abeh kita mcm mana nk hidup ? abg pun budak ITE , abg graduate masuk Sp . jangan berhenti apa adik nak , capaikan .

:')

saturday going out with my workmates . i guess .

alhamdudilah , this week bless ...

Im attending

2012-01-29T17:43:00.000-08:00

Yes , im going graduation ceremony without asking my friends . I received the letter , my grandparents ask me to go although my heart dont feel like going .

As i think , firstly i go cause of my grandparents , secondly this is onces in the life time and lastly i want my cert . this few months , wahhh people keep want to brain wash me with their words

making it look bad . Im stick with my decision now , i will remain with what i choose and what i want in my life . "selalunya jangan cakap habis , end up kau sendiri termakan dengan kata kau "

who feel the pinch , sorry ah . #just saying

say you whatever you wanna say . end of the day i success , i feel proud of myself . and i make my family proud :) so dont be jealous .

I really hack care with people around me . you guys are big enough to make your own choice and know what right what wrong . And aku malas nak cari orang and terhegeh-hegehkan orang ,

kalau kau rasa aku kawan kau , masih exist dalam hidup kau . pandai-pandai ah cari aku :)

say im ego , im fine with it . like hello i also have feeling too .

Malaysia

2012-01-29T16:31:00.000-08:00

when back melaka for 3 days , attend wedding my cousin wedding . Live for 3 days in kampung life . awesome experience only kinda piss off with work . standard ahh besar kan cinoney !

thanks lead , martini aka MAK . for the advice when im away .

My babyboy bambam sick .still active grrrr and getting naughty . da tahu main iphone asik mintak aku iphone jer . grrrr .

Congrats cousin , isk . enter NYP :)

to babygirl , fizah . im sorry babe for not attending your performances :( . meet soon during hidayah kakak wedding insyaallah .

Life

2012-01-25T18:36:00.000-08:00

finally i have Tparty picture :) miss that day with the girls and boys frm 1J

Monday : CNY working with the awesome !

Lead : Martini . members : me , saffar , warra , mira , fikry , salihin , saiful . how awesome ALL malays working . they the awesome i have :)

Tuesday and wednesday : just a piss off day . the 3 boys will always make me smile :)

having a wednesday blue T_T any worst ? right saffar ?

My life this week fuck up . Thanks to " code 88 & code 85" Fucking make me piss off . ikut kulit kan saffar? thank bro , for guiding me this week .

i feel sad much . :((

Friday : Tnl girl having outting , nyp having performances . BUT i cannot attend due to Im going back malaysia ! fuck up siaaaa . and vfx boys having match at ite tamp again . :( i cant watch ! sorry .

feel so fuck up my team lead put me monday morning shift working ! wth !!!!!! :( penat siaaa lps balik melaka terus gi kerja . kanasai !!!

monday i have plan for aten :(( i have date with her :((

ARGHHHH stupid ahhhhhhhhh !

Gong xi fa cai :)

2012-01-22T04:25:00.000-08:00

haha picture during at sanfrancisco .

Here , im wishing Mr harry and Miss li soon at sanfrancisco , aunty wendy and family ,

my neighbour , my friends and workmate

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ^^ !

And ALL my work mate (malays) JOM kita enjoy ! double payed kan 3 days ... HAHAH lets enjoy

haish

2012-01-21T23:23:00.000-08:00

You need me , you need my advice , you need someone to listen = Im here .

But i cant make choice for you , your life .. you decide . I only say what the best for you , the rest is up to you . If you have decide that what you want , I only can accept it and give my support as your good friend . :(

Aku sayang korang , korang kawan aku . aku tak pihak sapa-sapa. :( Aku nak korang bahagia ajerr .

My rainbow

2012-01-21T07:08:00.000-08:00

kandang-kandang allah sembunyikan matahari , di datangkan petir dan kilat . kita tertanya-tanya kemana hilang matahari , rupa-rupanya allah memberi kita pelangi

My rainbow : Muhammad nizam

sweet friday

2012-01-20T07:29:00.000-08:00

Thank you , for the sweet day dear . appreciate so much . Im speechless to get a rose from you!

hahahah . random much but so sweet of you . thank you onces again .

Gonna miss you when im away .

Miss school so much .

2012-01-16T04:47:00.000-08:00

year 1

horrible monday ! 10am - go to school with nawi and do some soft copy . awwww year one super cute like serious ? mcm budak -budak :) . and i kena kacau by new biessss student -.-

meet that boy at school and solve thing out with him ! i miss ALL my higher nitec friend saw them just now . when to _____poly . You make me come 4 times and you say you misplace my documents and portfolio !!!!! You ask me reprint it wtfuck!!! What so hard to print for me 1 pathetic paper ! Thanks babygirl , luckly she in that school and help me up !!! Seriously monday blue . grrrr . off home and sleep TIRED . HOT WEATHER SOMEMORE . TOMORROW WORK !

mum allow me enter NAFA ! but this time she ask me to think twice of my decision . i wanna be teacher ! so yeahhhh . see how

penat tapi berusaha and capai cita-cita

tak sekolah , masa depan aku kemana ? ITE cert tak cukup ehh ! dipolma paling tinggi .

bless sunday

2012-01-15T06:05:00.000-08:00

Family day , go out and have a celebration for mama . Thanks kakak-kakak who always know the best for me :) .

funny epic !

kakak sendawe at adik face HAHAHA

adik : cakap ape ?

kakak : alhamdudilah ...... hirabbil alamin .. arohmanniroh him

me : HUH ? kau baca alfatihah pe !

hahahahaha epic siaaaa

and both sister was like .

first sister : ika you gain weight ?

me : yes :)

second sister : gemini carefree and happy .

hahaha they so happy to see me gain weight -.- pe sajerrr

Home . tired

1week

2012-01-14T18:01:00.000-08:00

this past 1 week i been busy working and more dates with my girls hehehe . ohwell they are just part of me now . we go visit some school . im thinking of taking NAFA -dipolma in art teaching

after that i can be a teacher :) lol . pressure state . i love working with my awesome workmate !

education , work , money = than life !

i praying hard now ... hopefully everything turn out what i really plan :(

tired

2012-01-11T18:44:00.000-08:00

see what happen to us at 11pm .after work at MRT hahah PENAT SIA

I miss school :(

Today im working at 2pm so can blog ah . hahah i swear i very tired . but fun working somehow.

i miss school :( i miss 1J ALOT ! :( after work i always have dinner date with the girls:))

prayed hard by april i get to go to school back pleaseeeee

busy with life .

2012-01-07T00:52:00.000-08:00

love them . never fail to make my day

that boy cut his hair ! hahah cause i ask him irritating sia

his long hair

I been busy with my life now :( so yeah . No time for blog now . sad life hahah . blog mati pun best . That day i meet BFF , after so long . alot of thing we share . so yeah .

Friday , 6 january 2012 been sucks big time .

im home almost 1am -.-' i ask mum to fetch me . morning till 7pm poly open , 8 to 11.30 at myy house . tahlil her mum pass away :"( stayed strong dear .

next week work so yeahhhh

botanic garden with Nzm

2011-12-30T06:09:00.000-08:00

cheeky boy !

My off day so this boy bring me out , to botanic garden . nak step punya romantic hahahah !

buy food first than off to botanic garden . wow ! alot of thing changes . our first meet also at botanic garden during bl photoshoot early this year :) . settle down , eat ! and take photo like we are tourist hahah . after that when to town , look for his shoes .

he reminds me off BFF . the way his beloness and alot more . i miss bff :( i hope his doing fine .

i never forget you bff although . i have teman . remember soon 8 years ! you know i know bff

overall i have great day with you , nzm . :)

busy with work !

2011-12-29T04:48:00.001-08:00

after work , our night dinner

3 days straight working . i love my job :) especially with cheryl and warra !

warra is fucking annoying . his the best :) same goes cheryl . next week no them :((

i miss alot of people ... but nah if you guys miss me . you will find me but nahh

oh yaaa yesterday that boy fetch me from work appreciate much . that heart shape he do for me :) .

BFF message me , can i cry ? . i miss him so much . he always know the best for me . :')

thanks for the support ryaan , may what you believe come true .

BFF , my ohyeah , grandma , b's and tnl and including my sf family knows me well .

may their prayer and believe come true .

aku sekarang kes tak kuasa nya kes . korang kalau plan taik-taik ayam dgn aku ,psl outting

aku yeahkan jer . sebab aku tahu . takkan menjadi . so jangan nak bising kalo aku kuar dengan orang lain ! :)

19 dec - 24 dec

2011-12-24T21:26:00.000-08:00

happy birthday MY GOFFEE ! sadiq . da big more makin irritating eh ! hahaha

sayang kau gila

scape park

khai !

my girls

I been busy lately with induction at work . my work mate awesome .

kaki gerek habis .. huda , aisyah , G , aishah , hidayat , aslam , muhaymin , fadzli , and many more. i sempat berkenalan with one chinese guy :)) hehe

spend my 4 days induction with them . friday off .. go meet my b's

im down for like 3 days due to something but i abit better now .

saturday watch free show RWS with my girls and lepak with the boys after that overall gerek jugak. rindu korang . thank nzm , sending me to work :)

monday working T_T

No mood

2011-12-18T06:55:00.000-08:00

i swear today is a fuck up day for me . i dont wanna say here . thanks both kakak who knows how to cheer me up . thank nzm for cheering me up :) love you all

maintain this please

2011-12-17T07:15:00.000-08:00

after so long , i want this happiness to maintain please

kids!

2011-12-17T06:09:00.001-08:00

cute right ? my uncle tunang punya anak sedare

see how irritating my lil cousin can be :)

the kids and pulut kuning that i help my mum do -.- until 12am
play this game with lil cousin
ngantok ahhhh !
bambam smile ! he give me that -.-

Nzmysf

2011-12-17T06:08:00.001-08:00

Friday : meet him in the late evening cause he having final year project meeting with his friends around bedok. hmmm wait for him .. from cloudy to rain -_-''
end up both of us play in the rain , eat at macdonald ! yeahhh twister fries :))
lalalala... than he send me home :)

above picture he edit :) . Our first picture at Tparty :) remember back , the surprise and his reaction super cute .
Muhammad nizam , Thank you so much for showering me with love and care .
Thanks for putting a smile on my face everyday .
im gonna miss you when im working :(

Mum know abit about him , hmmm...i just go with the flow mummy .
Thanks for helping on his report mum .

sorry lazy

2011-12-17T05:58:00.000-08:00

Sorry fot not updating just to lazy ! :)

SUNDAY : kenduri doa selamat . i can be part time childcare teacher . takecare of the kids . and bully my cousin hahah . ask her to drive since she pass already . change plan bali soon ^^ yeahhh ! mini celebration at home for ibu.

Thursday : bring my cousin from melacca: boboy . cityhall and bugis . shopping at bugis and
look around the city hall .

My tuesday bless

2011-12-14T00:30:00.000-08:00

mum birthday gift :)

Thank you , shower me with love and care . Nzm ysf :)

Zairulnisham bin zainudin , my brother ! my very good friend

i wish you all the best in life . da nak ord kan ?? lps tu jadi abg poly.

wish you all the best :) nak pilih pompan tu ,fikir betul-betul . dont play with fire :)

Otw to tampines mall , zairul call . and wanna meet me awhile .
he like to make a last minute meet yup i dont like . My goodfriend , 2 years been friend with him . very fast now he wanna ord .:)and apply rp . happy for him
spend with him awhile . update him about my life . he say
" yelah kau sekarang mana nak jumpa aku , kalau boleh kau nak MIA" -.-''
Eh selenge kau belum habis Ns nk bnyk bunyi pulak . off tak tentu aku pulak kau nk marah . Thanks him for bought me tshirt at sarawak :) And yeah 6 girls try to win his heart hahah goodluck ah bro ! bought mum present off meet Nzm at his class chalet cause he wanna meet me . talk crap ! to kill time . :) thank you for the surprise :)
home , ibu like it ! thanks allah . cause is the last size and colour :))
advance bithday gift

Miss my lil brothers so much !

2011-12-12T06:23:00.000-08:00

today wake up early cause mum sick . accompany mum and mama . i have to pay bill -.-''

and pick up mum call . haish this gundu sister of mine ask me to accompany me to grandma house . da mcm pig sey sampai rumah nenek jer tidur -.-' and guess who wake me up ? BAMBAM ! hahahah . i like to disturb him . he getting more smarter now .

he like to pull my shirt . and ask me to bring him to play playground -.-''

onces he play he dont wanna go home . so play awhile eat and otp with N :)

Have fun with your classmate at chalet . Me miss you :)

Bless much :) looking forward to working ! meeting him ! flyer with family ! :)

keramat habib noh

2011-12-12T05:49:00.000-08:00

Ibu ask me to accompany her to keramat habib noh , nak bayar niat . I miss this place .

last when i was 8 year old . onces i reach there i cry . mum have to do what she have to do onces she come there . habib call me out .

habib : are you schooling or working ?

me : schooling . i just graduated from ITE .

habib : what course you taking ?

me : visual effects

habib : so you wanna be a videographer ?

me : yup

habib : so you not going to continue your studies ?

me : yes i will . im waiting for my result .

habib : Going uni right ?

me : huh ? hmm... insyaallah .

habib : i know you can make it :)

he touch my head and doa . Mum say may what habib say come true :) insyaallah amin

Go home , eat and off to moyang house than home . omg ! my gf aten got problem :(

You messed with the wrong girl dude ! hey dude she aint interested with a guy like you .

who damn sweet talker. why must you act someone who you're not ! grrrr so fake -.-''

otp with N :) Before that my brother message me , he knows me the best :')

hahahah this our first serious talk if not both of making fool of each other .

Awwwww . he really give a good advice to adik . thank you N :)

Go pasar :)

2011-12-10T03:55:00.000-08:00

BLUE^^ macam janji jer? tak ahhh

hahaha cute right ? on the phone " mama - mama ," hahah keep calling his

mum to confirm the thing

Enjoy yesterday until can't sleep hahahah ! wake up already story with mama and ibu about the party . he message me , so called last minute meet . where we go ? PASAR BEDOK ! hahaha

nice one , orang tinggal serangoon gi pasar bedok . accompany him go pasar .

LOOK AT HIM ! SO CUTEEEEE ^^ . he bought beras berani , daud soup , chili merah , jagung , and nanas . he buy for me chocolate :)) . he accompany me go aunty house . i have to send something at aunty house around that area . go interchange and he buy his lunch . off home ^^

he have to get ready . his kakak boyfriend nak meminang .

I sleep until 7pm . ngantok ttm *YAWN*

Rajin ehh ! anak pak usop pergi pasar ! hahaha

he ask me to take license soon^^ . cause he have one already . action eh boy !

I get piss off with this one person . apa maksud kau , nak step mana nya sweet ah dgn aku kat party tu depan dia ! aku tengok kau , aku meluat ahh siak ! Grrrr .... taufik knows how much i feel like punching that asshole face .

I always tell mum about the guy i make friend with .

she say " you can make friends but no relationship . you still young , you need to adventure in life . onces you reach 21 , finish schooling and work already . that where you can find your true love" This point I agree ! . " ibu suruh cari lelaki yang rajin , hormat orang tua , beragama , berpelajaran :) hmmm .

TPARTY AWESOME !

2011-12-09T17:29:00.000-08:00

I been spending this week with my girls ALOT . hahah they come my house at 3pm hujan lebat ttm ! all us wet , when i fetching them . Eat roti boyan , lepak at my room and get ready .

Thanks fifi make up for us :) sorry boys , korang tunggu kita lama sangat .

APEEE LAGI JOGET AHHH ! hahah . first thing enter , i find him :)) luckly i get to meet him first . heheh he look cute on that day . my Mr photographer ;)

first picture with him hehe . i surprise him :) . party with my 1J

i feel like crying , i meet my 3 brotherslove , razi , arep and aidil . the first person who hug me arep . ;') rindu korang ttm ! saw my irritating cousin who dance behind me . -.-'' irritating eh kau

saw my sister and my 3 brother . fazley , hafeez and moh with their girlfriend . dapat hug drg:)

happyly joget . and awwwww

Thank you , heikel . danish . izat , taufik , don , ben , arthur , raffee and his friends for taking care of us girls thru out the party . so that we are safe :) so sweet . thank you .

half hour before party ends , meet him . talk to him . he wanna send me home but me and the girls . sorry , N .

Mum send the girls home :)) cant wait my dp picture with him :)) hopefully lawa please.

Nat : kau baru ni party kaki da sakit , ape lagi ladies night kaki patah sekali hahahah

me : -___-''

;)

2011-12-08T06:09:00.001-08:00

alot of miss called from him

alot talkbox too .

I friend with you , not cause of your look . I friend with you cause of your heart .

I don't judge you ! tell me , we been friends did i ever judge you .

But i'm sad , your words hurts me much . You judge me that way :( .

Im sorry for being sarcastic with you , i just want you know how i feel .

im sorry with what i say , i just too upset . hope you understand .

His jealousy that make us quarrel yesterday . Thanks god everything back to normal the next day :) . I dont care , think before you speak please .

Not in the mood in the morning but in the afternoon awesome ! wohooo after final interview with my girls working soon ^^ Alhamdudilah :)

as usual , eat at the same place . happy 3rd anni fifi and fit :)

me and aten shopping at bugis . eh wait not me , but aten :) hahah happy girl ehhh.

Her mum ask her to buy chili kering and bawang besar hahaha she ask me to accompany .

Yesterday chill pill with my ohyeahs at bugis :)

awesome time with them . im loving it .

Tomorrow TPARTY ! :(

sorry abang moh , adik mu disini no mood :( . bukan adik taknak jumpa abg-abg . adik no mood .

kakak pun same . thanks wanna buy me ice cream . me no mood liao :(

sorry guys , who wanna meet me i just no mood im sorry . see how if i change my mind .

if not just enjoy

I miss all of you :(

2011-12-06T03:48:00.001-08:00

AREP BULLY ME :(

hahaha i cry sia . cry not cause of sad . cause i miss this boy so much . including the rest of tnl .

this friday meet him at tparty . i dont care people want see me like what , i want hug this boy!

everysince i come from sanfrancisco . hard for me to meet the boys , the girls anytime . msg confirm meet . the boys they working together in one group . susah nak meet :(

Rindu korang tau :'(

i remember this boy bully me the day before i go sanfrancisco he called me . the brolove msg me

he : fikah aku sorry , tak dapat antar kau gi airport aku kerja. have a safe journey there .

know this i will miss you and love you xoxo .

me : it okay , awwww thank arep . miss you and love you

HAHAH Since when he sweet talker , and guess what at the airport he , acap and farayz turn up

:) sweet aint there?

MEET SOON !!!! ^^ better pick a date and lets go karaoke together pleaseee :) hehehe

CUMI coming home soon from paris :) that mean girls outting soon ^^

My b's also have tweet me , asking out already

dart msg me about 4a5 outting .

I MISS MY BESTFRIEND !! :(( be strong okay bestfriend . hug you .

Bff is at johor ! but i miss him liao

i miss my 3 brothers . can i say i miss all who miss me ??!!!

Alhamdudilah im starting work soon^^

Hope i could achieve what i want car license and going holiday ! save money :)

i work . i could help my grandparents at home :')

Miss them already

2011-12-05T23:47:00.000-08:00

I miss them already, but hopefully get to meet them during picnic at botanic soon^^

TUESDAY BLUE !

look at my blog , you know why already . tomorrow be meeting the girls :)

finally im out ! like yeahhhhh .

Aten say : Fuck social life .

TRUETRUE ^^ . im to nice already ...

I need to arrange my date already . with 1J , OHYEAH , tnl girls , ex 4a5 and N :)

OMGEEE MUM Birthday next week , and someone just destroy my plan . thought of bringing her to search concert since her favourite band . end up got wedding at melaka . tskkk !

stress aku ! -.-''

Told you so . expected

2011-12-05T22:44:00.000-08:00

Miss Masyitah ,

Thank you so much for reading my blog :)

This is a blog dont need a perfect english am i right ?

If you say you rather do something better than read my blog , Why are you still at my blog ?

hmmm...

Or did your boyfriend complain again ? telling i post something again at my blog -.-

At the first place , let me tell you this , cause my blog been spam by your beloved boyfriend . saying i make you guys misunderstanding and some of the passerby ask me about him .

so let me say here clearly . sejahat mana aku , aku tak perna maki matae kau . although he create shit . aku tergila-gila matae kau ? don't he tell you . we're just friend that last only a month . friend ? not date . not relationship . while we're friends , he still talk about you .

did i ever tell him , i love him or like him ? No . so ? we're friends . while you away , im just his friend . who he need to talk to and need advice that all .

and what your motive adding me at your twitter ? tell me than . Cause after the tagboard thing , i'm avoiding both of you . but this twitter shows ,

sape kacau sape ? . people follow twitter for what ? to read the states am i right ? takkan kau follow for fun ? lagi-lagi aku musuh kau pe . i private my twitter . only for the person i trust to read it . and yeah aku tak cakap aku hebat mana pun ,im just saying the fact .

so that your boyfriend keep his mouth shut . he say this at my tagboard "f.u dont get me n my gf misunderstanding. go n die. m.f !!!"

sapa maki , sapa ? . i dont ask much , please takecare of your boyfriend . please stayed away from my life ok :)

Thank you .

thank you for your time

My talkbox boy

2011-12-05T22:22:00.000-08:00

He always make my day in his way , Thank you friend :)

Get well soon ^^

Meet you at Tparty :)

This FRIDAY !!! :)

2011-12-05T21:32:00.000-08:00

T-PARTY THIS FRIDAY ! FUHHHHH . looking forwards with my girls and boys

from 1J :)

sunday familyy day

2011-12-04T22:44:00.000-08:00

Basically . my sunday is with my big family . we go orchard to eat . EAT UNTIL FULL !:)

i love food :) and yeahhh after that whole family go karaoke . awesome shit !

i hate it ! why you guys like to give song that kena maha tarik for me -.-''

overall bless day with my family :)

MY MUM FAMILY AWESOME !^^

ps: get well soon boy

sorry for not updating

2011-12-02T22:47:00.000-08:00

Sorry for not updating . im just too lazy . hehehe .

Now is offically SCHOOL OVER ! YEAHHH ^^ gonna miss each one them .

working soon . save money and get my license soon and go hongkong with cousin , go bali with friends and go umrah with family insyaallah . takder lelaki tak pasal enjoy , stress free ^^

betul tak ? . so yeah people alhamdudilah . my life been better :)

Everyone keep saying im attach ? hahah lol . N is not my boyfriend . he is just my friend .

I listen . i see . i exprience ... i really careful this time .

bestfriends say im the stronger girl that she know . :') .

I fall many times , this is a test that allah test me . i face it with patience and i keep myself strong although allah test me , he always there for me.

the girl at the picture face the same thing like i do . they keep themself strong ;')

atapearl !

2011-11-30T05:13:00.000-08:00

i swear i damn fucking lazy to school , i accompany aten to school :) morning wake by him as usual :) . he make a surprise again . hahaha his face ! so freaking cute . "where are you ? tell me ahh you at home or school " aten saw him and his friend at level 1 . where im hiding ..

aten excitedly say " fikaaa kat sini!" i was like sssshhhh . he go up to level 3 with his friends .

O.o" . and he was like " suka tipu i , best ?" i was laughing . " i tak tipu , i surprisekan jer :)"

he and taufik quarrel like gangter at talk box -.-'' . hahah his friend he come out everyone come out . i feel paisey seyy :( . off to aten house ! ATAPEARL !!!! yeahhhh i love this cat man :)

pity her . she want to sleep i disturb :) home sweet home ! Thank you N you flood my talkbox again -.-'.

ever since zairul enter police he been busy ttm :( Miss him liao !!

And yeahhh the boys going TParty with US ! yeahhh :) ni baru looking forward

bless thursday

2011-11-29T04:52:00.000-08:00

i got a wake up talkbox by N :) . go to school late , with my two girls . and guess what i did?

i surprise N by stand outside his class he thought i was at home :) .

after school lepak , IZAT bully me :( . hahah they all keep saying N name . cause i feel paisey

that time talkbox with him they hear hahahah . we're just friends .

accompany buy pearly food . and her food -.- irritating sia at tampines grr

Is not easy for me or others girl out there who have a great fall ... is hard for us to trust a guy back ...

N , is a nice guy to be for now .. i dont know next . i dont really give a trust or hope towards him.

Is better he dont know how to win my heart . we just normal friend who just be there for each other . that bring a smile that all . Is not i say all guys is the same , i just dont want to be their part-time lover :( that all

Monday not blueee :)

2011-11-28T04:12:00.000-08:00

Hahahah ! but true ahhh i dont like to be use .

Today N wake me up :) . i lie to him , i surprise him by going to school ! :)

suar punya zaim he scream my name . lepak during lunch . Paranormal activity 3 MEREPEK !

thanks donavan for helping me crack AI . hahahah fish N ! he and his friend flood my talkbox .

i was forcus on the movie . i didnot notice and he send me talkbox message fifi and aten was laughing at me . hahah cheyy fikaaa . what ?! after school me and aten go eat ice cream gila kan kita dua -.-' ikr . home .

today i saw alot of people . My two b's :( , felica ,lilis &bf ,twins , rini , KP and alisha . home with abg hafeez . kinda miss my brothers . Kak sue nak kahwin -.- okay best

I agreee with aten today . I contact one and only , N :( . this time no hopes at all .

Nightshoot / couple shoot

2011-11-28T03:59:00.000-08:00

step cute hahah

LOOK MISS SHIKIN JOIN ASK ^^

budak imh hahahah

hahahah funny siaaa . ben first smile and first couple shoot

don first time doing couple shoot

HAHAHAH i laugh alot . cause faris face ask for smack during this shoot

my weekends

2011-11-27T06:23:00.000-08:00

sunday , i swear i super lazy . i wake N up at 9am . cause he ask me too .end up i continue back to sleep and wake up 1pm . ngantok giler and lazy to do anything . and this lil bambam i miss him visit him super MANJA ttm with me . guess what ? he press anyone number at my phone -.-''

he called my friends and one of them N ! adoiiii . i kinda piss off with N ahhh so yeahh . lantak kau ahh nak .
Saturday , i bring adik and lil cousin out . from grandlink , eat jco at bugis , play games at illuma , go orchard eat dinner and fetch mummy . and dapat singgah masjid al-falah ... solat magrib while waiting for mum and salam maal hijrah

thank you

2011-11-25T06:17:00.000-08:00

hahah ! that faris , couple photoshoot don still edit hahahah

That message you send me , make me wanna cried . hahah .

yeah nice knowing you ...

Now no more can disturb you .. No one ask can ask you to smile like promote toothpaste .

No one will give me plaster when i have a mini injured ...

4 more month left , I wish you all the best on your studies :D

thank being a good friend .

Farhan : sad liao cannot meet you and talk to you . thanks for being awesome ! sharing caring stories with me . advice me . give me support . awww im sure gonna miss disturb you . haha eh!

you confirm miss disturb me LOL . all the best for the next 4 month !

i cant state one by one . But thanks haiqal , adi , farhan , nizam , sue , hyra , abang moh , abg fazli , zaim , ALL my friends in ITE tampines who make my 2 year in ITE awesome

farewell ITE tampines !

2011-11-25T05:47:00.000-08:00

thanks azhar buy all of us ice cream :)

will miss the food

i feel sad , i cant take with farhan ! the highernitec boys and few girls who close with me

ZAIM ! bro gonna miss you ! , study hard okay .

I really piss off yesterday night ! that asshole pick a fight with me ! arghhhh

than i quarrel with eye candy boy cause of this thing ahhh :( . sad siaaaaa .

the next morning , go to school . today i really sad i can't meet all the close one from other course

:( . talk about poly . Nyp and tp in my list . Nafa and sp 50/50 .

eat at the canteen for the last . up to class . shooting ... lalaalalal lepak .

today i sure no mood .

Im sorry for making you angry , N .

Class photoshoot !

2011-11-25T05:27:00.000-08:00

OHYEAH !~

heyy girls , we been together for long . don't lost contact okay

eyfa : all the best in life , love life and hope you get enter to nursing .

fifi : dont to achieving fifi on your dream in make up , and last long with fit .

aten : You go girl ! start painting .. and yeah may your true love come soon .

nat : all the best babe , dont give up . be strong no matter what .

shammy : all the best babe , aku tak sabar tunggu invitation card .

sayang korang ! will rindu korang

Group 7 , thanks for working together as group for fyp.

thank you don , without you we wont come out with best fyp

Thanks 1J for being awesome thru out this 2 years .

i will really miss all of you for sure

All the best in future guys !

Thanks teachers for the support thru out this 2 years for 1J

ALOT OF PHOTOSHOOT PHOTO LAZY TO UPLOAD -.-

Angry mood .

2011-11-24T08:02:00.000-08:00

dia yang baca blog aku , dia jugak cari pasal dgn aku . tak ke kelaka tu !

Aku burukkan dia nanti dia ckp " can you kindly delete that post or private your blog now !"

bila aku bual baik pasal dia . kena maki lahhh sial ! .

Kau tak suka baca blog aku , persilakkan press the cross button . delete link blog aku . delete from history . SIMPLE . apa susah sangat ? aku tak suruh pun baca blog aku . betol tak ?

suruh kawan kau baca ahh blog aku ni semua , and tengok ah ! feecar jahat lahhh ! ...

yelahh part ni feecar jahat ,part kau ! twist and turn the story so people pity you ah ... and believe im bad ! and you're good ! Nice one dude ! ....

Eh ! aku takder kuasa nak buat kau dgn matae kau misunderstanding ! first place asal bace blog aku ? oh nak complain ahh " you , dia masih bual pasal i sey kat blog dia " so matae kau ni baca panas ahh dgn aku . OH PLEASE EHH ! baru sekarang nak kecoh 1 month back taknak kecoh . semasa ngah post emoshit ! skrg sapa yang cari pasal ? kalau kau tak tunjuk link aku . matae kau takkan bacakan . tak ke bodoh tu? memang aku post pasal kau.. I admit , did i mention your name . HELL NO ! it can be anyone . So ?

you don't want misunderstanding between your girlfriend . just ask her to delete my blog link simple . and ask her to keep check your message our called . see if i contact you or not ?

delete number aku sekali . better still ask her to go your house , and delete the link at your computer. -.-

MACAM SUARRR ! KNCCB!!! .

FUCKING PISS OFF !

Thursday with my girl

2011-11-24T05:07:00.000-08:00

Free ticket tour to USS with my girls awesome shit lahhhh sey ! i swearr da mcm org jakun :)

Thanks aten :)

afternoon eat hungry walk at vivo and than off to school watch the boys playing soccer ! :D

go home .

congrats adik for passing your PSLE :)

Pray hard i got that job :D

Tomorrow last day in school , cant see my eye candy boy :(

cheyyy dia cari aku seyy nari " asalamualaikum Feecar :D , have a nice day today " " you , asal i tak nampak you kat sekolah nari " Awwww cari jugak :)

awesome wednesday

2011-11-23T05:06:00.000-08:00

Okay PE was superb ! after so long didn't play sport today i play soccer with takraw ball -.-''

overall super fun with classmate , bath in school and lunch nasi with curry ayam ! fuhhh

chill pill in class . walk around school . watch senjakala with 1J . play rain with 1J . awesome :)

Omgeee after so long , my old good friend from secondary school whatsapp me .

Miss her much . Rindu nasyithah qurratu'ain . omg! after so long we chat so much thing.

meet up soon girl . Miss those time with bestfriend and her . both of them wish adik luck tomorrow. thank you girls . xoxo

Here i would like to wish my one and only adik , 3 other lil cousins and PSLE student taking PSLE result . all the best ^^

Just because you deactivate your facebook and twitter . and now what stalk me ?
and than pick a fight with me ? . you don't like to read my blog , just press the cross button . thank you :)

" You can lie to everyone , dont lie to yourself "

happy 45 ayah

2011-11-22T05:03:00.000-08:00

I may hate you but no matter what you're my father .

I don't forget your birthday .

Happy 45 birthday ayah .

semoga allah tunjuk ayah jalan yang benar :'(

who run the world ? GIRLS !

2011-11-21T04:50:00.000-08:00

we been thru ups and down together thru out 2 years .

I will miss ALL of you girls . not in the picture eyfa and shammy .

I won't be in school anymore gonna miss ITE tampines , IJ and my friends in ITE .

Thank you my friends , Higher nitec friend , Bl friend , nitec friend who make my life awesome thru out my ITE life .:")

My ITE life was awesome , never expected to be this awesome . 2 years up and down with them.. and finally each of feel 1J have been the awesome class we had ! :)

i admit secondary school life such a bitch . full of asshole and bitches . not all some of them are still accepted like my bestfriend , ncc mate , and studentleader other than that no .

what you expect school of gangster . i still appreciate those who appreciate me :)

My 1J so united like seriously , laugh , have fun , work together , fight . as one BIG FAMILY .

TV1001J im gonna miss all of you like so much ! thanks for being awesome classmate thru out my ITE life :") . keep in touch !

N ,

this week is my last week in school , i wont be seeing you in school.

i wish you all the best in life :D

FINALLY GRADUDATE ! POP OIII !

2011-11-21T03:41:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i feel bad i quarrel with the whole family , until i dont sleep .

8am i reach school semangat gi sekolah siang buat back up file semua .

dap deep dupp ! the time have come , presentation ! my turn i present normally . everything goes well . why i reply like that eh to teacher .

Thanks group 7 for waiting and give me support . go back class help my classmate cut their name card , buy food and off home . And zzzzzzzzzz i sleep -.-'

One by one my family come to me , where im here just wake up from sleep and they ask how's presentation goes ? -.- .
Me : okay ah
Them : okay only ?

grandpa : i worried until cant work .
Mum : i keep thinking how you do during presentation

Me : i have give the best thru out this year , whatever happen just pray everything goes smoothly according to plan .

You see ! how much my family concern abt me . I dont wish to break their heart .

i thought everthing done . guess not , i still have to take adik psle this thursday T_T

and yeahhh !!! wohoooo finally no projects . tomorrow ayah birthday hmm -.- . wednesday up for soccer ! yesh ahhhh ~ thursday take adik result . friday last in school :(

sunday , abg farhan tunang

2011-11-20T06:41:00.000-08:00

love you nenek , don't ask me when my turn to tunang / kahwin? not interested -.-

selamat bertunang abang farhan < 3

see you at poly , isk ! my cousin :)

FML

2011-11-20T04:26:00.000-08:00

To you is a small thing , to be BIG thing !

I scared ! i panic ! You destroy my work !!!!

how the fucking hell im gonna show my work tomorrow ~

TOMORROW IS THE DAY !!!!! MY LAST FINAL PRESENTATION !

FROM THERE MY TEACHERS GRADE ME :"( !!!!

every detail my teachers grade me !! You dont how much this means alot to me . cause this is my last presentation :( . i cry alot ! i scared i panic !

i work so hard for it , i want enter poly :(( !!!

BUT you take things too easy !!!

sad .

2011-11-18T07:50:00.000-08:00

This was group photoshoot

cute right my teacher?

I have awesome thursday , surprise birthday party for miss shikin plus photoshoot with classmate . my classmate just awesome .love1j . I stayed school miss shikin with don , ben , jon , faris , aten , fifi and nat ! hahahah we super hyper at night ! photoshoot until late night was awesome shit . i cant stop laughing when "couple photoshoot" those boys so sporting and miss shikin sporting too :) Bless thurday .

BUT ! friday FML

My body in pain , i sleepy , i stress , and i sad

. i keep yawning the whole day . i stress the whole day , this is not a good work i swear !

i enjoy my day with my girls :) there just awesome . FML my iphone drop , i have to repair .

luckly got warrenty . i sad cause how time flyies fast . im gonna miss my 1J and my other friends in ITE tampines .

im graduating soon ^^ ! :"( LOVE YOU 1J .

wednesday ... omgee !

2011-11-16T05:44:00.000-08:00

Today when to PE ! okayy play soccer awhile but than i the one plan the event i and the chinese plan for tomorrow event . lepak at toilet . when for lunch , omgee my hand . see the picture :(

stupid me siaaa i want open the cap bottle end up like that . blood :( very pain liao . message Nzm . and meet him at outside his class ! he search for plaster and give it to me . not only that , he put the plaster on my hand :) Thank you nizam . aku da mcm tailong , mintak-mintak duit kat classmate aku . and yeah saw batman , adi ! hahah . do my work , go co-op . saw haiqal .

wahhh your voice super loud when you say hi to me siaaa -.-' . saw zaim & farhan ! korang dua last warning dari tingkat 1 -3 aku boleh dgr suara korang . hahah i saw all my schoolmate today that wonderful . next week , byebye ITE tampines :( will miss them sia .

While my classmate watching horror movie , i camwore with my two chinese girls :")

raining heavily . lepak awhile , than off to tamp and eat and print picture off home .

Fuck that perfume just now -.- . i was playing my Iphone and suddenly the perfume reminds me of someone ! grrr stupid perfume

Looking forward 2 event in 1 day ! fuhhh

photoshoot with classmate and farewell party wohoooo !:)

Monday blue ttm !

2011-11-14T06:52:00.001-08:00

I overslept . but i manage to go open lab and do my breakdown . my head spinning & i having flu . today i and the rest diet ! hahah lol no ahhh . i got no mood to do anything .

why now ? why today ? I know your expectation high. but do you know , i put alot of effects to do my motion graphics , i multitask everything ! and what i get , i finish my motion graphics . end up a waste of my time doing it . cause rejected by you .

why is always a last minute thing ! whyyyy ??!!! OMG! 4 MORE DAYS TO BURN THAT BLOODY PORTFOLIO ? -.- WTFISHHHH ! and you give me that answer . that make me feel wanna give up . i don't wanna give up i will find ways , i had enough make mum feel disappointed with me enough ! mum tears break my heart much ! :"(

and yeah , aku buat to project ! waaa senangnya kau nak credit aku ! F LAHHH

Raining heavily , thunder , lightning . stayed in school ALL they way . thanks mr kelvin antar me and the girls at the bus stop. ok , balablabala ! that it no dress , no skirt just me ! be myself . hahah during the party . after with my 2 lesbian partner , meet ryaan .

hahahah kau punya irritating ehk ryaan ! of course i miss you :) .

TODAYYY ! PISS OFF TTM :( .

My sunday

2011-11-13T06:31:00.000-08:00

cheeky nia :)

Go geylang with mummy . cause mummy want to buy her stuff and she bought me baju kurung for cousin at melaka wedding . buy things for tok borhan . he warded at hospital .

off to hospital and off home , lil cousin and auntie come . lil cousin this month going china .

takecare dear when you're at china okay :)

silent cry the most painful thing ever in my life . Hurt , i want cry but i stayed strong . why must this happen ? Be strong fikaa .

whatever happen , i still move on :'(

Graduate >> part-time job>> poly >> licence . THAT MY PLAN^^

saturday with family

2011-11-12T19:34:00.000-08:00

My secondary school crush ! hahah sweet right ? he always sweet .

happy birthday darren ! hahah cute sia . he whatsapp me like that cause

he tell me he want go club and girls around him . hahah i like to disturb him

i own you one date . birthday date ok . meet soon after my fyp ^^

pearly ! aten cat , who wake her up like the aten who wake me up -.-

adik want koi so much

mama

you see he irritate mum ! hahaha betuah punya anak

that mum in pink

cheeky ehhh

I thought i could wake up late . HAHAH thanks to aten , she talkbox , twitter and whatsapp me so i wake up and entertain her in the morning -,-'' .i wake up clearn the house , iron my clothes to get reading the wedding thing at bukit panjang . We need to bring this bambam cause aunty is working . walao this kid grow up so fast , hahaha he like to irritate mum while driving . and he like to play with my iphone -.- bising siol mulut dia .

lalalalaa ~ eat and meet the family of the pengatin . very funny this .

people thought bambam is my son -.-' nice one ! bambam like to act . he act crying cause the place was very hot and he hate the crowd . when inside the car , he irritate mum and jump like nothing happen -.-' . and i get off cause of something . mummy bring me out , cause adik want to look for her prom dress . irritating this girl ! saw abg faz :( rindu siol dgn abg2 aku . haishh eat at wendy's ! first time hahah me and mummy trytry only. talking to mum about Tparty .

yes i know is a club but i go there cause i wanna have fun with my girls .

the first thing mum ask " you know how to dance or not ?" -.-' . after wendy's we go buy koi and off home . watching ghost story freak me out -.-' wait for 12am and wish my chinese boy :)

off to sleep i wear im tired ttm !

seriously

2011-11-11T07:46:00.000-08:00

seriously dude , if you have someone else . Tell the truth , don't make her hanging with your sudden change and your sudden missing in action ! No matter how you lie , the truth will shown soon . especially this person did nothing but sincerely loving you only .

Is easy for you to say .. " we're just friends what ?" Texting her everyday morning , day , night . calling her and otp with her late night , go out with her every week . and make her feel so special ? YOU RAISE HER HOPE STUPID !

when karma hit you , dont blame the karma . blame yourself , cause you ask for it ! she have feeling okay . thank you .

forget to tell to you this , onces you left her ... dont ever find a reason to be with her back !

sincerely , her bestfriend !

bingit siol , i cry when my girls tell me like this . they deserve better :(

I know how it feel like my dear . pain and want to cry but no more tears already .

Don't blame yourself for this . you did nothing wrong .

God just wanna show you , his not the one . he don't deserve your tears and love that sincere . and he dont deserve girl like you

remember i always told you god is writting love story for us . God is testing us , soon he will show us our true love.

Boys like him not mature yet , still wanna flirt , mingle , enjoy his life . and he dont know what he really wants actually.

so ya wipe those tears babe ! and lets enjoy :D ni semua tak perlu .... buang masa kau fikir benda-benda gini

Ps : i miss him . but nah ?

like aten say " why you want to miss someone who dont miss you"

sorry for not update

2011-11-11T06:07:00.000-08:00

I feel like a zombie ! WAHHHH 4 days not update my blog , sorry people ! lol

i been sleep late lately :( . i feel like a zombie 9-6 doing my portfolio. 8-2am doing my motion graphics -.-'' . i swear very tired . i endure this for 1week plus and im done with it soon .

Not ready to graduate . I been spending my days with my girls . they never fail to make me laugh and smile although we feel so tired lately .

Today 11.11.11 , nothing special . I appreciate allah give chance to see the world again .

nari aku sumpah slow and belo ttm . hahah kawan aku ckp ape aku blur ttm . until aten was like " kau nari da kenapa belo semacam "

9-6. i keep sitting doing my project and go lunch break only . although is a tough day for me i still enjoy my day in other ways . my classmate never fail to make me smile with their lame joke and crap :) Gonna miss them...

karaoke in class while doing my work heheh .

yizhen :" waa fikaa from morning until now , i see you doing your work... waaa first time seeing you like this " -.- hahah first time ? i giving my last best one :)

Now smile on my face towards my leader . second time he praise me :)

"waaa your break down good , only abit change and you doing good " wahhhh kau mcm ni kan best selalu ! . oh yaaa " i give up on__________. i dont know what to say . let her fail "

Now you know who there for you my leader . ME ! and not forget Thanks so much MR SYED

for helping me , harap kan cikgu lain sampai aku nya presentation day dia takkan tolongnya -.-

mr syed help me although he busy ! ni baru cikgu aku salute ...

off to lepak with my girls and home !

ohyaaa thanks nzm , farhan and adi for accompany me late night by chatting with me .

see you boys in school . 1 week more . dont miss me okay ? LOL ! hahaha

PENAT TTM ! I NEED REST :) bambam coming , i miss this lil boy .

Mummy good girl

2011-11-07T04:51:00.000-08:00

I wanna stayed at home BUT mummy wanna me to accompany her go out grrrr . thanks to adik she go out i need to accompany her . from tampines 1 - tampines mall- centure square-afghan-simei-giant . -__-'' . finding aunty faridah birthday gift , nothing attract my and mum attention.

and finding strawberry ! so pathetic we go all the place no strawberry . cause im helping mum doing strawberry cheesecake for aunty faridah ! haishhh .. bingit siol and yeah irritating ahh org-org bawa kereta nari -.- grrr . aku kalau habis ahhh ! 14 more days

Boy cina birthday soon ^^ someone turning Legal :)

why me ?

2011-11-06T04:51:00.000-08:00

why must i hide those lie and bad things from the people i close with ?

First two , i have to hide and lie towards my two goodfriend . about the guy they like/ contacting is acting like a jerk .

now third - hide something people talk bad things about my brothers .

fourth- i hide thing i listen and know about people talking bad about my brothers but that person close with me . how ?

why me ? . i dont want people say i cant keep my mouth shut , but that my brother ! how ? i dislike what i hear .

I hate this !

abang , adik tahu benda . tapi adik takut nak bilang abang . im sorry abang , forgive me

salam aidiladha

2011-11-06T01:47:00.000-07:00

amirul firdaus , My cousin who people thought my boyfriend

hahahaha expression satu-satu

the aunties and mummy join

cik ju join us

my cousin just awesome .

this how irritating mummy tina can be , we dont want take picture with her .

she hempap us hahah

kan cute mcm ni ! An :)

crazy cousin :)

happy birthday nek and tok busu

im in love the sofa at neneklong house :)

same ? errrrr

I JUST HAPPY TO MEET MY COUSIN , AUNTIES , UNCLES , GRANDPA AND GRANDMA GRATHER TOGETHER <3

my mum family side rocks my life .

durga diwali open house

2011-11-05T07:18:00.000-07:00

my two bollywood babe in 4a5 :)

durga sibling that knw me :)

Today afternoon when to durga open house OMGEEE ! feel so kekok . im the only malay girl . from her friend that came . luckly nikita and ramezah come ! omgeee how much i miss them so much . my secondary school friends . I know i been missing for 3 years , im sorry babes .

meet soon in december okay , when ex 4a5 have gathering . Thanks durga for inviting me to your open house cause i miss both of you so much . gather soon ^^

my face look like have a boyfriend ? this two babe ask me -.- and say im lying .

ok , now my ohyeah saying at Tparty the wanna look different than as usual fifi and aten wearing dress . me and nat can look at each other don't know what to do wear -.-

me wear dress ? see how :D

Im so jealous with this one my primary schoolmate ,read her blog . jealous ...

why ? she look so sweet with her boyfriend. Somehow i miss someone by myside and make me so special . okayy whatever .... nahhh !

Tomorrow meet my awesome cousin !:)

general !

2011-11-05T00:40:00.000-07:00

danish : tak semua benda korang kena tahu , bukan aku taknak bilang tapi aku tak suka

nanti pass pass story . abeh when pass orang tukar-tukar story .- I AGREE !

I don't like to tell people sometime my story or problem . the close onces i tell ! sometime ,

the bustard one you thought you could trust them but they pass the story and change story . SCREW THEM who change and make things look bad . And yeah friend , doesn't mean you're my friend you have to know all things . stop asking me , thank you :)- #justsaying .

I think back what abang harizan say : " aku kena jaga hati orang , hati aku yang sakit . kalau aku kena jaga hati orang , sapa nak jaga hati aku "- true enough , sometime , i think about people feeling , people don't think about my feeling and make me like as if im heartless . how ?

Miss and love them

2011-11-05T00:28:00.000-07:00

Fazley sazali , harizan sazali & hafeez sazali

Different parents , they always in my heart .

soon okay ^^ kita gather lagi , after adik graduate , abang-abang doakan adik yeah .

Hope all of you doing fine there ... :')

I miss you abang's

awesome friday

2011-11-04T20:47:00.000-07:00

Friday , ITE on holiday ! when bugis , aten wanna have her lunch cause mummy never cooked .

when to grandlink meet nanu , and KARAOKE TIME ! :D i realise this , today song ALL old malay song . zaman mak-mak kita siaa.. takper sebat jer ! and fifi got this habit giving me song that i have to like tarik maha tarik hahaha... semua nyanyi nak let go feeling siaa! awesome!

jiwang rock ah babe ! and very funny when comes to dangdut hahah kekek gila ! sampai satu penat joget and nyanyi . off to haji lane , for sheesha ! clap hand , first time shammy join us :)

hahaha . satu-satu isap sheesha kekek . thanks to shammy , semua da start kita nya high and mepek ...hahah . next stop Tparty ! wohooo . looking forward .

aku boleh mati anytime , rokok + sheesha ! hahaha shammy : kita mati siang kubur sebelah-sebelah . wth !

Thanks babe & dude ! love you

ni part kita da high semua benda mepek kita buat

nat have a nice voice . :)

Aten tak tahu nyanyi main sebat jer hahah

heart pain

2011-11-03T07:26:00.000-07:00

My two lesbian partner .

Why must fall for a jerk ? why must i know what those jerk do behind their back ?

why when they feeling happy with someone they like and i get to know those jerk true colour ?

I feel in bad position to tell or not to tell ? i don't want destroy their happiness :(

Like izat say " is better to say than is too late " fifi say " is better to be safe , than sorry "

With my heart crying , and i feel like crying i tell them the truth ....

Im sorry nat , if this small thing hurts you . you know me , how much i fear and scared hiding things i should not . i know you well nat , you can't hide from me from your watery eyes . i cant hide thing from you with this lie . :(

*HUG NAT * .

Thursday ehk ?

2011-11-03T06:04:00.000-07:00

You been my , sister , boyfriend , bestfriend ,. you're just my everything !

i try my best to upgrade on my studies further :( . how i wish

you could continue studies with me . i will always pray that you will have a better life

my girls

Today i was like wake up 3 time . yesterday i sleep 6.30pm until 12am i wake up . Nat , nizam and farhan accompany me by chatting until late 3am . 3am sleep , wake up by adik 6am .

than sleep back over slept . i and lynette thought both of us super late already . hahah guess what reach class ? 3 or 4 people in class . must be kidding us man . whatever we back to our work . breakkk .. than off to ITE simei for the carrer fair merepek meraban . we go there ,

Awwwwwww . i love you , my cousin amirul firdaus ! i call cousin cause since im in his school .

he actually otw home . he come back just to accompany me :) sweet right ! thank you cousin <3

Ohyeahh saw alot of people i know . simei mahh . what you expect . I miss all those people lah !

from secondary school and primary school peep . sorry if i cant talk much or spend time with each of you :( . cousin accompany me , hahah guess what ? all the vfx thought he my boyfriend .

and his friends thought im his girlfriend . mana tak mana-mana kita gi , i surely hold his hand . who cares you're my close cousin what ! seat at cafe 1 ... when cousin meet ambik kau ! talk like what the whole cafe 1 can here our voice hahah . cousin have to of to his meeting . so wait for bestfriend ends class , and she follow me and the ohyeah lepakk :)

I miss you bestfriend like so much . THANKS EH NAT ! for the orange juice end up toilet calling me . wth . can't wait to go karaoke and sheesha tomorrow with 1J :)

Im tired want to quarrel with you . like seriously .

You post at twitter , blog and facebook , trying to be sarcastic . like wth ?

I don't need you to give me that attitude of yours . Of course im not happy with what you say ?

what are you trying to say at your cyber ? Im not a good friend , i dont help you during the test but i help others? Fyi : i only get the chances to help the person who seat beside me . the others i only can ask if they doing well with the test , that all ! i wanted to message you , cause i did message the rest , i saw you sitting beside teacher ! you really want see me in trouble with teacher isit ? after all why message me ? why can't message the others .. where you close with what . haish , up to you . i lazy to entertain this shit ! you want say i kental post this at blog ? by all means . cause of a stupid test ! want quarrel ? Lame shit !

Kinda piss off

2011-11-02T08:26:00.000-07:00

yesterday i sleep late , layankan karina nurul natassha ! pesakit imh level 20 hahaha .

late for class? NO ! on time . lucky this nurul natassha msg me . and start my day by piss off !

LIFE SKILL = lesson learn like SERIOUSLY !

after one problem , another one ! phase test siakkk ! grrrrr .

no point copy notes nothing inside my mind , 2 teacher walking around . nak taknak kena buat , takkan nak fail . i trying my best , what i can . i know abit , everyone was like helping each other .

after test , hahah mr syed know if i come to him , i want break . he will say okay class break time

HI FARHAN ! hahah Lol ! u know i know friend .

lepak awhile and than home! first time home early . and sleep like a pig

seriously dude ! is so obvious , whenever you saw me , both of you like talking abt me!

this like second time already ! i get irritated , i want confront you . but my friend say don't

What "your good friend" talk about me to you isit ? cause everytime you saw me , you stare at me . and you start to wisper to your friend .

sorry today will be angry post .

teacher , is not that i want make you disappointed with a last minute unproper group slides project. you know me what ? i always on time for your lesson , you yourself see . im the one who rushing ! which part of Me like to give work LATE & UNCOMPLETE ! tell me ?

cause im not happy , you trying to make me down today . Like hello teacher , we like busy with our portfolio and today is not what i want . Be in my shoes , you will see how i multiask . although im not the leader i know my responsibility .

Am i the only friend of yours ? No right . I don't need you to be sarcastic like seriously .

you got your close friend why dont you ask them ! or when come to this than im your friend .

Is not i don't want to help you right , i myself struggle with it . how to help ? you sitting with who teacher right . you want get me into trouble isit ? whatever ah , i lazy to say a thing with you .

I no feeling what , you only got feeling haish . if you to think by being sarcastic with me to kill my point by all means . Don't let me , make me say things i dont wish to say .

whatever it is what done is done !

Not a good start .

2011-11-01T06:58:00.000-07:00

walaupun kau gelap , tetap ku sayang sadiq ! hahaha

Nat today crazy ! hahah but love you girls

ourfavouriteafterschool :)

Today is not a good start of november , i keep use valga words . I forget about our last project ..

tomorrow presentation -.-' . phase test , today learn tomorrow test ! wth !!! okay . cool myself

by going break , after break . SP talk . ): Byebye to SP . you not in my list now ): sorry aaron and hafiz not following both you in sp .

My eye pain liao keep staring the computer for long hours doing my project . hahaha nat today crazy already . after school , lepak with the boys . simple say im not in the mood .

You are big enough already , i every time have to spoon feed you isit ?

WHAT THE FREAKING HELL SO HARD TO FINISH IT AND DONE IT FAST !

chat with adi . walao this boy ah ! kalau adi jadi fika , adi suka 21 hari lagi terus tak sekolah

omgee im scared you can still say that . -.-

adi yeah ah nak masuk ns , me lehh !

Just sharing

2011-10-31T08:35:00.001-07:00

sunday plus monday .

2011-10-31T07:44:00.001-07:00

finally i got my own jersey ! awesome shit

This what happen if mama off day on weekends

This was yesterday photo with big family . today FUHHH ! 3 message -.-' . i dont really use my phone now a days . sorry those people who message late reply , didnot pick up called -.-

today school at 1 . JIN TOH BACK IN SCHOOL -.-' . omgheee this group of boys walk freaking slow siak . piss me off . buy brownie at school . that class .

YEAHHH ! my girls going decemeber tparty ! wohooo . and to you , what with that face?

kau taknak gi kau peh pasal . aku cuma tanya , since is our last together what ..

thanks nawi for the help . ohya . ABANG HARIZAN ! wallpost lahh sey kat facebook adiknya!

rindu ehkkk hehe . and awesome we saw each other at canteen ! oh well ,

i wont forget my brothers lahhh.. fazley , harizan and feez . i miss 3 of you . only i busy 22 more days to graduate ): doa kan adik yeah .

hahah and yeah ya HI NIZAM :D Lol ehk . in class doing motion graphic and after school lepak with the boys awhile and we girls go perpustakaan haha so malay .

read books . and suddenly aten...

"you girls got something to tell me ?" inside my heart "should i tell her? i scared"

i did tell her . after explaining to her i feel better :D . if not my heart keep crying -.-

Dear fatin aqilah ,

fika sorry tak bilang and hide dari aten , fika taknak aten sad , and i dont want to destroy your happiness . Boy like him don't deserve you like seriously . he might look innocent , but attitude nonsense . i know cause me and nat saw with our own eyes .

fika sayang aten , fika taknak aten sad or heartbroken . is enough onces , fika tak sanggup nak tengok aten nangis . kita 3 lesbian partner pe . me and nat 2 years single , aten 3years .

kita together-together " god writting our love story " me and nat and also the rest will always be with you .

sayang aten !

HOME ! and im tired . ):

feel not exist .

2011-10-29T20:21:00.000-07:00

What actually you guys want in my life ? like seriously .

everytime i show good thing , you guys dont appreciate it and always want make me down .

why ?! ):

" kakak kau da graduate , kau nak gi mana lepas tu ?" " bila kau graduate macam kakak dgn abang? "

you guys like to ask me that ! now the day have come , what was your reply ?

" your result will show where you go ? " and the hurt part .

"kita balik malaysia bila kau ambik cert , sb kak ngah kat kampung kahwin "

:"( . omghee . you know this cert means alot to me . " ITE cert jer pe ,bukan dipolma ke degree"

ouch ! tell me why you guys can't be there for me ! every state of academic , you guys not there to support me . and yeah pathetic part ! adik psle result i have to take? what !

I feel upset much , i just want my parents and grandparents to see me ! and feel proud of me when i graduate. atleast mama and baba , proud 18 years they take care of me . they feel something .

I just want make you , parents proud of me . im the elders , i will handle the family , i hole the family name . and what i get ? your responds was this . thank you so much!

I guess my graduation day , kakak will be there and see me .

serious speaking , i hate when my family make others their first . they happy with my cousins but not their child .

ya allah , ampun ni dosa hamba . sesungguhnya hamba berdosa terhadap keluarga hamba.

lampangkan lah hati mereka supaya mereka dapat memahami hamba

Like a zombie

2011-10-29T06:34:00.000-07:00

yesterday sleep at almost 3am -.-'' . just to brainstorm , research and do my project . wake up at 10am . feel sleepy , clearn the house . no one at home in the morning . Mum when to work , grandpa go fishing , grandma and adik go pasar . finish clearning the house i do my project ,

mama buy for me breakfast . thanks mama . doing my LOGO and name card . than lunch pathetic sia . i feel sleepy when eating lunch . hahah grandpa scold me and ask me to sleep back .

i sleepy but cant sleep . in and out of the kitchen to eat -.-

adik go out with cousin . grandparents dating . me dating with project . i stare to much on computer screen , is time to rest . inside my room and rest . watch hindustan .

after watching tv , back to reality and thanks mum for buying me dinner! im super tired

anytime fall sick back ): . YOU SEE MY EYEBAG GETTING WORST !

Tomorrow i have to attend wedding at hougang and send close family to airport cause going hag -.-'' . this my sunday

friday ? tgif ? NOT !

2011-10-28T06:54:00.000-07:00

I very weak , not enough sleep . back to project , im doing my project and ignore people -.-

smile BIGBIG when my leader pass my table : Nice motion graphic and he smile .

very hard ok , to hear my leader say positive thing to me :)

Kelaparan , eat like a pig back to class do my work and presentation .

after presentation , lepak ! guess what ? roti plain pun jadi aku habiskan -.- lapar .

home , grrr ! uncle bought guitar for adik ! ): . bluekk i can learn.

sorry mama , i very tired to follow you to pasar . -.-

9am-6pm school . 8pm-2am project .

EVERYDAY !

very tired but i endure . thanks cikgu fauziah ,my ex school teacher who never fail to advice me .

"usaha kita akan berbaloi bila dapat keputusan yang cemerlang, insya-Allah. teruskan berdoa"

Amin . and yeah , aku tahu kau kaya boleh gi lasalle , tapi takya nak action ah !-.- all the best to you.

weekends burn . doing project at home

ps : why you so annoying ?!

M Taha Al-Junaid Leading Prayer-- Surah Qiyamah.flv

2011-10-28T06:33:00.000-07:00

cair seyyy dgr :D

back to reality

2011-10-27T06:02:00.000-07:00

Today back to school T_T . the weather super nice for me to continue sleep but nahhh need to go to school . oh well , today i been so rajin , doing my graphic for motion graphic . and my stomach so HUNGRY lately . always want to eat padahal da makan seyy -.-.

after school , surprise fifi . her birthday . cheyy da legal pe girl ! sheesha next week :D

hahaha she turn 18 , alot of things she want do . nak enroll kerete lah , nak sheesha lah , nak gi club . hahah , now i very the hardworking doing my motion graphic and burn mightnight oil :)

Ps : weekends is coming

Public holiday !

2011-10-26T07:23:00.000-07:00

Public holiday lahh sey , meet the my boys with aten . lunch with aten and lepaking with them .

this one not empty lepak okay. everyone was doing their portfolio thing ! at night than we merepek meraban . 27 days left , i cherish every moment with them :D

Thanks boys and aten for today :D

Now you realise that , i change alot . who make me change ?!

Now when i go back home late , where i go .. start to ask . to late already .

now i just dont bother with you ..

I miss SF

2011-10-25T19:06:00.000-07:00

chat with two awesome family at sanfrancisco ! MATT & BENSON

they make me remember this video :') that we make.

im the cameraman and actor . hahah .

Insyaallah , i wanna apply degree there .

happy diwali

2011-10-25T06:48:00.001-07:00

Happy diwali to my indian friends and family :D

To my two god sister , vandhana & anuradha

one at newyork another one at australia .

Happy diwali kakak .

Miss both of you not forget my nieces and nephew .

And my god parents , happy diwali :D

i always pray that both of you doing fine there ..

always prayed for your health .

Screw you people who look down indian okay .

So what if i have indian blood , got problem isit ? indian also human being what ! and do have feeling -.-. Im not that really pure indian .

mum side : jawe , boyan , malay .

dad side : chinese , indian , malay and boyan

All this run in my blood -.-'

tomorrow HOLIDAY ! :)

2011-10-25T06:27:00.000-07:00

I will miss ALL of you ); . 28 more days left

7.30 still in school .

that MATT , i miss you ): and yeah thanks for the advice dude !

and dude , please rest well . you always sleep damn late >:(

terima kasih cikgu .

ok . takder kerja

On time for class get stress out over fyp compositing -.- . 9-6pm i so stress out cause this irritating nuke but to relax myside ohwell food make me happy :)

hahaha nothing better to do , and webcam with the ohyeahs padahal kita dlm class hahah .

cute right ? ...while stress , i webcam with matt , my sanfrancisco awesome director ! and chat with benson , my sanfrancisco brother! hehe and chat with ex teacher frm secondary .

i stayed late 7 to help aten up for her compositing and lepak with the boys after that .

Alhamdudilah rezeki banyak nari :) syukur :D . And sad news i received too );

My close neighbour , ahkong pass away ): RIP ahkong .

now in the morning no one will ask me , how my school , how life );

god love him ... :)

TOMORROW AKU NAK KELUAR :D

Monday stress

2011-10-24T06:29:00.000-07:00

awwww ! i know right :)

stress mood ):

Ni kata kan PBG

Thanks taufik :)

and remember No false hope and etc ! learn from it fik , although this the new girl -.-

Today class start at 1 . bila part class start lmbt aku bgn siang , bila siang bgn lmbt -_-''

ryaan wanna meet me at school , omghosh ! what a news ? :D im happy to hear that news .

but i find it , isit fast for you to get engaged that fast o.O'' . you still havent get your dipolma ?

Ns? work ? Mum ask you to get engaged . wow start saving my goodfriend :) . soon , you will be someone husband ;') . on time for class , omg ! im super hungry and keep complain hungry!

FUHHH PBG SIAK TODAY . eat ALOT ! im a happy girl . start to stress back , when teacher show me ALL the deadline . what she say sometime feel like merepek !

you don't want to bother about us anymore? haha! but than you want us to graduatewith flying colours BULLSHIT ! 29Days more and you show me that attitude , yelah skrg da ade year 1 semua year 1 . -___-'' haish ! FISHHHHH .

ALOT OF THINGS TO DO ! ); 29days of hell ! );

LEPAK with kaki gereks until late night . Eat ice cream and lepakk lahh siol !

and talking to this irritating faris ! after so long finally we have a proper talk

he : we also make the wrong choice , but i know god is planning good things for us .

proud of you faris .

cant wait on wednesday :)

To someone grandpa , i may not know you .

I pray your speedy recover .

Dear ryaan , 6 years i been your friend . Finally , i will see my buddy happy with someone he love. fuhhh Here I wish you all the best with lisa .

Im happy for you , hope you become a good fiances and soon a good husband to your wife , and a good daddy to your children . insyaallah

Im waiting for your invitation card okay buddy :)

sharing is caring

2011-10-23T07:40:00.000-07:00

shila sing much better :) than kris dayanti .

this song my old favourite song :) enjoy people

lady light ? hahah !

2011-10-23T06:56:00.000-07:00

Kakak ask me that question : bila kau nak jadi betul-betul pompan ? hahah ! wth

cause she used to be like me , end up meet his boyfriend . she changes big time :D

if have $$$$$ everything can . hahah . kakak agree with that !

Skirt / dress - i hate wearing this . irritating sey ! when comes to skirt , i hate it . nak duduk tak selesa ah . dress pun same :D

Heels - this one super funny , i hate wearing this . i will walk so slow . and im so not confortable with . haha jatuh paisey siol !

make up - still acceptable . now i start hate used eyelinder -.-'' . cause make be look like have big eyebag .

HAHAHA so yeah . mummy stop dare me ! tskk .

sunday family day

2011-10-23T05:40:00.001-07:00

irritating ah ~

yummy !

hahah perasan ehk fikaaa

Hold onto your salah (prayer), because if you lose that.. you lose everything else. That’s your connection with Allah swt.

Sh. Omar Suleima

Morning mama and baba wake me up , they want to go late lil cousin graveyard .

uncle send us there , everyone goes separade ways . i go arwah nenek grave yard . never fail

i cried . Nenek , who understand me . no she no longger there , i have no one beside dad family )';

Her last wish is still in my mind . i just kinda disappointed sometime , i cant do it cause my heart hurts much . *al-fateha*

uncle bring us look at west side area than home .

home , shower and eat chicken chop since mum cook that for sunday . and than zzzzzzzzzz

wake up , go uncle hasni house . send his oreo cheesecake . my aunty and uncles all there .

uncle hasni fiances also there..:) and HE BULLY ME since i was young ! hahah.

da tua nak kahwin pun masih bully me infront of her fiances -.-

he : kau takleh lari dari aku ! dulu kecik-kecik kau suka irriated aku , skrg aku revenge irritated

kau .

-.-''

and he ask me question that i cant answer -.-

he : waaa my nieces now got boyfriend ? hehe intro me ahh i also want know who .

me : huh ?

his fiances : your uncle stalk you from fb to blog ! -.-

me : FISHH LAHH ! where got ! you dont any how .

he : waaa like this with your own uncle .

*kena smack by him , wwe with him hahaha *

i cant wait !! to go karaoke with my uncles and aunties :D

Since i was young , im the only nieces they pamper alot :)

after that go afgan , trim my hair ! adik too . finally ahh seyy . if not my hair damn thick .

when i was planning to cut freaking short like nat . suddenly mum nag : kau takmo macam-macam nak potong pendek eh , kau potong pendek . kau jgn balik rumah.

HAHAHA can like this ? -.-

home and PBG ! :D

saturday night

2011-10-22T09:15:00.000-07:00

suddenly this song pop ! hahah enjoy people :)

Okay -.-

I was like today " how i wish i have a part time boyfriend , who bring me out on weekends"

HAHAHA LOL mendak siak . nak ajak member kuar semua sebok dgn hal masing-masing

mostly dating ah . keluar dgn family lah . so yeahh ! I depends on mum , if she working on saturday . i stayed at home with baba and mama .. if not i go out with mum with adik

wanna work , but after i finishing all those project . i miss working and make my day busy to the max . no time for family and friends even

right bestfriend ? :) . overall i dont need part time boyfriend . aku tak suka mainkan perasaan org -.- ' later karma hit me back sia . No okay .

today hehe people like so sweet like gila-gila asal ?

Thanks people from my past , for the message , pm , and wall post . thanks for asking me abt my life . appreciate much . -.-

with family on saturday

2011-10-22T07:52:00.000-07:00

happy ? dapat makan ! -.-

yes my uncle is young .:) sayang cik azri !

Kakak ask me to accompany her to take her bag that she order thru online at woodland -.-

while waiting , i go for shopping alone . bought myself two tshirt at cotton on .

go home , watch hindustan hahah kakak cry liao -.-' . okay my hero freaking handsome :)

at night , mum bring me , kakak and adik . including uncle . go makan ! :)

Ohmy , my uncle who takecare of me and be my side since i was young .married next year );

gonna be sad for me ...

and yeah dont talk about the future with me ):

mum : your result will show where you go .

wahhh heartbreakk siol ! and ohyeahh tmr going kubur arwah nenek . happy sangat ! rindu nenek.

pakngah ( dad elders brother) ,

i pray for you my dear uncle . prayed that the operation goes smoothly for you .

My saturday morning

2011-10-21T19:53:00.000-07:00

old time favourite song :) right babygirls ? :)

:)

2011-10-21T09:09:00.000-07:00

suddenly i listen to this song !
im not FAN of justin bieber . hehe ..
and yeah justin bieber got new song hahah which i tell eyfa "mee soto !" haha

Dear eyfa ,

I know you almost two years , i see your love journey .

How many time you cry when a guy left you ?

I believe you're strong girl my dear friend .

You know why you can't move on ?

8month , you been with him . when you try to move on is hard cause you not used to it

why you looking back ? His happy with his life with someone else , you here crying for him .

that not fair eyfa , you deserve better ! .

Life is always unfair , Allah is writting your love story . he knows the best for us .

You have to go thru all this shit , cause you meeting your true love soon or later .

change your mindset , to think positive ..

Don't let your emotional controls you ..make yourself busy..and lastly dekatkan diri dgn allah .

and eyfa Take it , you have give the best in you for him . You loose nothing , he does .

he loose a girl who really love him and cherish him like you :)

DAHHH APPLEGATE AKU ! da takmo cry okay . nanti da tak lawa ,tsk . *hug*

okay im always there for my OHYEAHS girls :')

alhamdudilah

2011-10-21T07:54:00.000-07:00

almost 1 week , Thanks allah i over come it that fast :) No more emoshit !

Hope a better day ahead .

Dear Guy-friends , i appreciate all of you there by myside .

But sometimes i just need to be alone . Im sorry .

Hope you guys understand . Sorry if i ignore you guys

thru message , called , chat or even face to face .

Haha and zairul , haha maintain ehk kau ! semua orang fikir kau matae aku , choi choi !

taknak aku . facebook kau , FUHHH ! banyak pe pompan . haishh ! eh bro , where got time flirt flirt hahah your age ! is da start fikir future dok . cheyy abg transcom aku da nak ORD AHH !

Lepas tu jadi mat Rp pulak ... and bro ehem ehem . kenal kan ahh you friend to me hahah

mat transcom handsome-handsome :D

We tend to fall in love the same way we get sick; without wanting to, without believing it, against our will and unable to defend ourselves. And then we lose love exactly the same way- eletheowl

Bless friday

2011-10-21T06:58:00.000-07:00

rajin kan ?:)

macdonald

next year , see you guys at track hehe

crazy right ? cold weather drink this !

hide and seek

shammy , be strong . he will come back , you guys been together for 3years .

sabar jer k .

Thanks allah , today i abit well . still have abit of pain . stil i go to school

Today presentation day .... teacher just being bustard . ops i just say it -.-

blablabla ....

dear leader ,

Thru out the project , i see you put alot of effort on this project .

although sometimes you sucks big time with me. I know you do all this

cause you want the best and do the best for us .

Thanks donavan , appreciate your effort for us.

Here ... we wipe your tears today , stand by your side .

You're not alone .

Hang in there leader , abit more to go ! lets give the best one ! :)

Group 7 can do it :')

And shammy stayed strong . break play hide and seek with teacher -_-'' . got story behind it !

after school with ohyeahs at macdonald ! and than library with Ohyeahs

rajin nahh kawan aku nari baca buku -.-

i read noval abt love story but today no love story for me :)

Go home , awwww sorry baba make you wait for me . No one at home except my grandpa .

mama cooked my favourite dish ! " LEMAK KETAM " AWESOME !

and yeahh baba accompany me eat .awwwww

tomorrow accompany izat ! go kubur at bedok south for shooting .

haish , luck i know that kubur . late gred-grandparents graveyard .

tomorrow uncle ask me out ! ohyeahhh ! he going to married next year ! that fast ):

Thursday sick

2011-10-19T20:53:00.001-07:00

Today im on mc ;( . My stomach create problem. In and out of the toilet since yesterday until today .. Plus having a headache and flu still . i cant do much thing at home. Sleep , watch tv and play my iphone at my room . Haish suck mannn ! :( hope tomorrow im ok cause i got group presentation. And yeah at night mum send me to the clinic, docter want give me 2 days mc but i dont want due to presentation tmr :( . Get well soon to me!

ok

2011-10-19T07:29:00.000-07:00

Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma; which is living with the results of other peoples thinking. Don’t let the noise of others opinions drown out your inner voice. And most importantly, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.-eletheowl

All the best , kynnie and qin on your O levels :D

i remember what mdm murni say to us (Tnl girls) this year .

okay girlfriends don't give up liao

Wednesday already?

2011-10-19T00:25:00.001-07:00

Yesterday .. I should be sleeping early after eat medicine bt i choose to do some research . And this aten make my night by flood my wall with zaman kentalan songs :) awesome listen backk. Takleh angkat dgr lagu fanatic . Today wake up with headache... Prepaid low . Lazy to top up !;) this is what happen when my house is near with school . Nat is early for school and she want me to accompany her since she early. I come on time :) have rp talk , sumpah eh after that talk i got this mind to go poly or not ); . Same goes with the ohyeahs girls . After break left me , aten and shammy. The rest of the girls go for the run. Nak ambik beras. And have a tp talk ... haishh wtfishh. Continue with projects ahh. Thanks kheen wee for helping me :)

after school , haveDJ club . off home im tired

i was talking to aten , i remember during first year me and her promise want to enter poly .

sudden end of the year , what make us 50/50 T_T . ): . we want dipolma but___________ .

kakak : make your dream come true !

Vfx 1J feel the same like i do , cause our section head just giving "HOPE" -____-''

Okay ps : why you two boys giving me that look at school? got problem with me isit? ... I know both of you, both of you know me . Im here just giving the fucking look that i dont know both of

you . i got my reason why .

research

2011-10-18T05:47:00.000-07:00

Looking for right songs for my motion graphic portfolio

simple plan songs in my mind -.-

while research !

ATEN ! FLOOD MY WALL WITH OLD SCHOOL SONG :)

You know what ? sad or happy ... music just make your day ! :)

and i love to sing ,although my voice sucks